10-19 Blog Write about anything today.

I have to say that being unemployed really blows. I've been employed ever since my 9th grade year of high school. Ever since I started college my school schedule and work schedule seemed to throw off the other one. Eventually I decided to let working go to focus on school full time. It's possible that I may have to go on hiatus from the world of working. At times I do appreciate the extra time to be able to complete homework. At the same time, I've developed an appreciation for working for myself. I'm not used to having to depend on my parents for everything and now, at a time when I'm supposed to be striving for independence, it seems as though things have back tracked. I now have to rely on my parents financially. I will admit that working gives you a sense of being responsible and can help you to mature. Now that I am not working, it is very difficult for me to keep still. I'm so used to moving about and keeping busy at work, it just feels strange to lounge around the house after my classes. But hey, maybe this is a sign. Perhaps, God is trying to tell me to take a break. After all, I've been working for 4 years straight now. Many people my age can't say that about themselves. It's neither a good nor bad thing that I've worked that long. However, my work experiences have helped me to grow.